"Of all the souls I have encountered in my travels, his was the most... human." -Kirk, Star Trek 2, The Wrath of Khan.
Friday, February 27, 2015
Thursday, February 26, 2015
Destiny Female Hunter WIP #2
So I got my motocross gear in the mail and I've begun scuffing it up with 220 grit foam sanding blocks. I chose a finer grit because while I wanted to give the spray paint a rougher surface to cling to, I didn't want to gouge any large ridges into the plastic either. I also used painters tape to section off areas that I didn't want to paint at all, and areas that will later be gold. I am using Krylon Metallic Paint in Chrome and Gold Leaf.
Tuesday, February 17, 2015
"Float like a leaf on the river of life"
I'm perpetually torn between wanting to make a difference and knowing I can't.
As I get older, I must shed my idealistic tendencies and understand that I must simply 'be.' Not because I've been told to, but because I plague my mind with things I cannot change.
I get stuck in the mire of how shrewd the world is instead of understanding it's just a beautiful beast. Something that you can work with, or against. Something that has all the potential to eat you up and spit you out, but you love it anyway. How parasitic and abusive, yet so beautiful.
I must learn to walk the fine line of accepting how things are, but still keep an innovative thought process alive and kicking. I must focus on things I can change, and walk away from what I can't. There have been too many sleepless nights, and so many years of thought. Too many worries furrowing my brow.
I am one person and I can't fix it all even though I want to. And even though I know this is the right path, I still feel guilty for taking it.
Monday, February 16, 2015
The Wheel of Pain
I've been driving to work the past couple of days blasting the soundtrack to Conan the Barbarian. When I pulled up in the Blowes parking lot today the song, "Wheel of Pain" starts. How fucking accurate lmao. If only I could get as buff as Conan by talking to dumb ass customers all day.