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Destiny Female Hunter WIP #3

The knee/shin guards are painted. I ended up having to hand paint an acrylic clear coat over them to keep the metallic finish from rubbing off. When I applied a clear coat of spray paint it made the paint loose it's sheen so I had to apply a few other coats to get it back to normal again. I've heard turtle wax works too, but I didn't go that route as I am interested in preserving and protecting the paint job on these babies for as long as I can.

Every Day of My Life is Monday

I work a job with a rotating schedule, so I don't often get to enjoy the odd sense of clarity that having a weekend off seems to provide everyone else. Well I finally got my weekend off, had a bunch of fun with friends, worked on some projects, and got to spend a lot of time playing with my dog. It was nice. It was relaxing. I was almost care free. Then I woke up today. The sun was out early and I felt good for once. "Work won't be that bad," was my inner monolog. Then I got to work. Lmao. While nothing catastrophic happened, I was still hit with the sickening realization, for what would seem to be the thousandth time, that I detest most of my coworkers, and can't stand most customer interactions due to high levels of stupidity. Every day is the same here, and nothing really matters within these four walls. I've become Bill Murray in Groundhogs Day. Da fuck am I still doing here? The urge to find a new job has been persistent, but I have to stay here so that I can transfer to another store in Colorado. I can see the light at the end of this tunnel but it just seems too good to be true. Regardless, I'll begin looking for a transfer in October and then I'll immediately start looking for a new job. But what kind of job? I've been here too long. My job became my identity. Everyone at work is shuffling along with their "case of the Mondays." Meanwhile, in my brain, every day is a Monday.